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Again, on the paper route I accomplish
every morning with the Lords help, I ran across Bill digging through
the dumpsters. Bill is one of many of the different men I've met who are
looking for cans, which they can make .05 cents from, early in the morning.
When I first talked to Bill I found out he believed in the Lord Jesus
Christ as his savior, praise Jesus. God had me do a little more than
just a couple bucks and a Bible though this time, I'll explain.
Bill came from Arkansas, and said he
was getting away from a bad scene where nothing good was there for
him. Knowing the heavy occultism in Arkansas and the Ozarks, I simply
imagined he was indeed sincerely trying to break free from something
likely very dark in the South. He made it to Oregon and now was
rummaging though the apartment trash bins looking for recyclable cans
and whatever else he could make some money off – maybe even some
food if it looked good?
I could tell the middle aged hearty
Bill had been through a lot just by sensing his humility and yet
reservedness in his stare. He was a sober fella, a good sort, short
hair, clean clothes, and looking to get on his feet in this new land
with a new start. He knew me although I didn't know him, cause he
said he saw me every morning delivering papers. After I thought about
it, yeah- I did see this guy riding his bicycle with his flatbed
trailer on it. In the wee hours of the morning, everyone who I come
into contact with I'm a bit weary of at first for good reason. I hold
my taser close and make sure I'm not too far away from my running
car.
After talking to Bill a few times over
a month or so and giving him a few bucks and a Bible, God must of put
it on my heart to offer him more. One raining morning when it was
nasty out, there was Bill fishing around in a nasty dumpster and I
asked him “how ya doing Bill?” Kind of a stupid question, but he
said he was doing good, and I think sincerely he was doing better
than most people in the world who have their cushy jobs perpetuating
this beast system in meaningless ways.
Well, I got to talking to Bill about
starting a window washing business. In the end, I offered to help him
get it started after he seemed on board to do it. He had a nice
flatbed trailer on his nice mountain bike, so he had the
transportation. I also found out that Bill's regular line of work was
commercial door repair. Well, I offered to help him get this window
washing business started, so I got his number (he has an Obama phone)
and told him I'd call him later.
Later on this day when I was ready to
give him the money, he never answered. The next day a man knocks on
our door and serves me notice that I'm being taken to small claims
court for $550 for a doctors bill. This was from an bleeding ear ache
I had a few years ago. We had to pay this within a couple weeks. This
was tough, cause I wanted to give Bill about a $100, and now this
made it difficult to do. We resolved to still give him the money
though.
I saw Bill a few days later and told
him I tried to call, and then I told him what happened and that we
were still going to give him the money and help him, just give me a
bit of time. He may have been disappointed, but didn't show it and we
said God bless and went on our ways in the dark early morning. Come
to think of it, we've only ever seen each other in the dark early
morning.
A couple days after this, after we'd
paid all our bills for the first part of the month and knew what we
had left, I saw Bill again. This time I was resolved to give him all
the money I had in my pocket (which was $60), because I knew it was a
lot of money for him. See, it's difficult to gather up enough money
to do anything significant in his position although he did work hard.
So, I talked to Bill and we discussed the business and how much it
would cost to do this and that. I then gave him $60 and told him I
was going to order him some business cards as well. I just wanted to
know if he was serious and was going to spend the money on window
washing equipment. He assured me he was, and I believed Bill cause he
is such a humble and broken spirit hungry for work. The light of
Jesus Christ is in Bill, so I knew God was watching after the man.
OK, so good God bless and see you later.
After I left him, I realized I had the
notebook I wanted to give him in the glove box (this had some extra
job opportunities in it as well), so I turned back around after
delivering a few papers to try and find Bill. He's already moved on
to a couple dumpsters down. I also realized I had this envelope in
the dash under my Bible. This envelope was something a paper route
customer gave me earlier that morning – he actually waited up for
me til 3am to hand me this card. I checked what was in it, and it had
$20 in it! So, when I caught up to Bill, I gave him the notebook,
pen, and the extra $20. He was very grateful and kept saying thank
you Robbie. I was already in the car zooming off and I was saying no,
thank you Jesus.
See, sometimes we don't
realize what $80 can mean to a person like Bill. That amount of money
is what many people spend in one evening going out to dinner, but for
Bill this could mean the difference of getting a window washing
business, which could lead him to getting on his feet again and
really making a difference in other people's lives for Jesus Christ.
Bill does have a place to stay, with some friends, but these things
can be tenuous and not always secure. Also, getting a job isn't
always as easy as people think when you are in the shape he's in. For
someone with means it takes nothing to get a job and start anew, but
for a person who starts with nothing, getting over that initial rut
of poverty can literally take years of focus and sober effort. And
when you take into account that most people in the streets are there
because of tragedy that happened in their lives, well you can see the
forces that keep them stagnant are very formidable.
I don't know what will happen with
Bill, if the window washing business will succeed or even if it will
happen. All I know is I'm taking a chance with someone because he is
a brother in Christ and God is going to get the most bang for his
buck with this $80 gift. Just think, what if I see this man in the
community my wife and I serve washing some windows for the businesses
of which we visit! Won't that be an awesome sight to see honest labor
being done and not only a good Christian man getting paid, but also
gaining that honest labor of which his means come in the grace and
goodness of our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ. I mean, down here in
the trenches, we don't have anyone else to attribute the light to,
cause it for sure isn't our lowly selves getting anything done in
this unnatural beast system we are being oppressed by.
All glory to God in the name of Jesus
Christ for all good things, and for using Jesus Loves Ministry in
this small matter with such big importance for Mr. Bill. God bless
reader, and remember the theme verse for this blog (below the Blog
title up top). And hey, say a little prayer for Bill's window washing and commercial door repair business please, thanks.
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